we must recognize this must just be

when everything is aligning.

I am usually avoiding the

confines of reality

too.

So, love all kinds of love because because love is what powers us all.

Many people imagine love to go

one two three four

THAT’S romance

THAT’S love

So, what do we do?

We accept what might come with love,

namely that it might end,

just as we accept what comes with life,

and we play the only game in town.

I want to read hearts.

If we are all doomed to die, then nothing in this

whole damned existence

means a goddamn thing?

Love is indivisible and beyond duality.

Love always has a price

Sleepless nights and groundhog days.

Chop the wood.

Carry the water.

Keep working.

and there is no way out

I can tell you about void, about total vacuum

but that is the easy way, and the smart way

and I can never seem to choose either of those.

What is life like on a boat full of holes?
What is life like in the killing winter?

Oh god, and then there is that other crowd who have the

nerve

to say love is what gets us through.

where is there to do

but reject everything?

There are many times where

running from the light

is what feels comfortable.